Driving through fog in the wee hours this morning, I became semi-mesmerized by the something-ness yet nothing-ness of it in my headlights. Suddenly, there was a sensation of transparency in my body also and it was so very beautiful. Light and air combined, the car and I, just gliding through with ease. The similarity to this life of mine struck me: light and air, passing through a form, the form passing through it, just for a while. But there's a special magic here....in that, as part of the gift of human experience...if we have the courage to allow it...these can be alchemized in to the most precious jewel of all: Love.
When I can love you and you can love me (which hinges on us loving ourselves first), something new is birthed and that something is Divine and Immortal, though our forms will return to the elements. Love allows us to 'pass through' each other too. In the wake of the passage, during the course of our journey together, we can be so radically transformed...in a way that, I believe, nothing else can. Neither of us is ever the same again: we are a better version of ourselves.
I want to love like this: purely and authentically. I want to reach out and touch the heart of you, and offer you the heart of me. I want to love so fully that by the end of this life, there is nothing I haven't given, nothing I haven't risked. My prayer is that I can do this even if you forget my name, my face, who I am and what I have shared with you. Even if you decide, in your freedom, to break my heart. Because Loving you, I know Love. I am alchemized. And I am Free....as free as Light and Air, just passing through with ease. Love is Here. Love is Now. Love is Forever.
I am a field of awareness. Any thing beyond that is identification with form...